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Name: Brian Location: Philly, PA, United States Birthday: 5/8/1988 Gender: Male
Interests: Meh. Expertise: I can piss you off, I can deny almost anything, and I can pretty much be ignored for a long period of time. Occupation: Student Industry: Art
Message: message me AIM: hellofinferno
Member Since:
3/25/2003
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| So exactly what am I doing with myself? Things may not be great, but damn it, I'm making the best out of things right now. I guess things could be worse, but that's a given. Sometimes, I just need a breath of fresh air or something, just to clear my head. I realize I fuck up a lot most of the time, but don't we all? Taking a step back, taking a breather, and taking a look, I realize that its little mistakes that could be avoided, but granted its too late, learning from said mistakes is all I can do, you know? Sure, I often times forget what I've done, and worst yet, repeat some really stupid things. I really don't mean to; I never have a reason to. Shit just happens. But I guess... sometimes shit happens in the worst ways.
"A Little Help"
So tell me when I'm wrong when I'm lost, when I've failed Please help me when I'm down, when I'm blind, when I'm scared. I need a bit of guidance when I'm dumb, when I'm bare. Just a little reassurance when I'm cold and unprepared. I need a little push when I'm mistaken, out of luck. A little bit of hope when it's hard, and life sucks. Please help me with some problems when I'm tired, in a rut. I need answers for some questions, that I have, that I want. So help me when I'm wrong, when you'd like, when you can. Because there's times I'm just not strong enough and I need a helping hand.
-HoI
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| Its been a long while now since I've even given this site a thought. But I guess I'm bored and can't sleep at all. This whole site has become some kind of strange new place to me. Feels completely different, but whatever. And so... I write.
"A Trapped Soul"
The soul inside is burning hot, it longs to be set free. Yet words cannot be said to make this pain let up and leave. There's something buried deep within that yearns to be made known. However something keeps it locked in chains and trapped alone. It's raging wildly, with no control, and still, it lashes out. It will not wait much longer while the mind is still in doubt. Ever thinking, ever doubting, the mind will not set free the soul that's trapped inside itself and longing just to be. It knows the truth it hides is something dear and must be said. For keeping such a thought closed in one suffers in the head. It hurts to know what should be said is locked within and closed. For it is a pure feeling that no one shall ever know.
-HoI
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| tessy: youre more of a girl than me brian: why u say that? tessy: cuz u cook, u clean u mop brian: so? tessy: and i have a job and an income brian: so? tessy: now dance woman brian: how u gonna take advantage of me like that? tessy: cuz u'r a woman brian: So?
lmao! ___________________________________________________________________
Brian: AHHHHHHHHH!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! no fair!!!! /o\ (just cause i have to mop and clean doesnt make me a woman..!!! /o\....
(and i didnt just say "so" for everything)
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tessy: well at least we established i'm the man in this relationship
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damn straight womAN, now dance =D ___________________________________________________________________
brian: NOOO!!!!!! /o\. never! im not the woman. im a guy.... --------------------------------------- tessy: psh, i''m the man and he knows it my agressive muscles tell him what to do, that woman, now dance!
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| ok... ok... update.. update.. hmm...
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i... Graduated high school!
yea.
there you go.
out.
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